do you ever get random bursts of confidence and plan to do something then later wither in shyness
"Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory."
"I’ve always been interested in people, but I’ve never liked them."
so if you decide that you wanted to ask me some questions…
Babys - Bon Iver
After all this time, I can’t believe that I admitted that I’d still pick you.
When you really want to be with someone, you don’t go into the relationship thinking about the expiration date. Do you know what I mean? Don’t get me wrong, I want it. I want to know and find out what it feels like. I know that chances are, things are probably not going to work. It’s high school, and we’re probably going to go into separate paths once we graduate, and I don’t know, every piece of drama that felt so important would end up feeling so petty and trivial. You might beat the odds, but it’s just very unlikely that your relationship would last. So I know, I get it. It’s not gonna last, but at least when you’re in the moment, you’re not supposed to think about how it’s going to end. You’d expect to be with whoever you’re with for quite some time! So what’s the point? It’s stupid. Don’t include feelings, and make it “official”, if you’re planning to only stay with them for a week.
You make me feel like an alien for never having a boyfriend, but I don’t understand how you could have had so many girlfriends. The term doesn’t seem to mean anything to you. And that bothers me a little. I would hate to be called your “girlfriend.” I am determined to not be that kind of girl who would kiss somebody just for the sake of kissing somebody, or find a boyfriend just for the sake of having one. It’s just way too troublesome to try and prove to the world that something doesn’t really matter. That, and I’m just not an impulsive person. But anyways, you’re not really impressing anyone by having the experience. Well, I can’t speak for everybody, but it certainly doesn’t impress me.
I honestly don’t give a shit. You drink? Okay. You smoke? Alright. You had sex? Cool. You have had 120938 girlfriends this past year? Awesome. I’m glad that you’re so carefree and you just want to enjoy life, but you can’t just go around dating every girl left and right, thinking that they won’t care. Being open about it, doesn’t really help.